Sometimes, I feel so blessed that May is so in love with me. However, I'm also very sad that others do not know that I'm still alive and enjoying myself. I believe that I'm going to get a new body in another man's body, but I don't know how long I've to wait. It seems his lifespan has to come to an end first before my spirit can have a chance to enter his body and make him live again, a miracle so to say. May said she was told by the Lord Jesus Christ on Easter Sunday! I believe that Jesus never lies and he will fulfill his promise to me. I'll wait for this day to come!!! I feel that I'm so lucky to have this chance to live again! So much so that I don't want to go anywhere in another world before anything good like this can happen. I'm happy now that I'm free from all worries and am enjoying my life even only in the spirit form. It's good that I feel contented to be like this for all this while, I feel bad to be only in the spirit form, and others cannot see me, my handsome face can no more be seen by anyone except in these photos. But I know everyone has to die and I'm lucky to be still alive and fine. Thank you Father God in Heaven and on earth for this miracle. Please make me live again in another body sooner ......I abide by your timing, praises to the Lord for His compassion for me. I love everyone, and God too loves me and May. Halleluyah praise the Lord forever more....

The Voice of Tan Keng Yiam

I'm new to this blog, just wanting to say something about my life on earth. I'm born in Kuantan, Pahang, and I was a student at SAB. After that, i continue my education in MMU Malacca. I studied business. I was very happy till that fateful day, the day I want to remember most, the day when I lost my body due to a fall from the 18th floor of Ixora Apartment. I only wanted to get my room keys which I accidentally left behind in my room. I thought it was simply a few steps away but I lost my balance suddenly. Many of my family members and friends thought that I was silly, but it was only a mistake, a careless one.
Since then, I lost my body due to the fall, but strangely, my soul and spirit are still alive even till today. I eat the same food, wear the same clothes, and enjoy the same things that i used to enjoy before. Many thought that once a person die, his spirit will either goes to heaven or hell. I also thought so about myself, till this happens- at my funeral, I heard a lot of people calling out my name, but there was a particular voice that I was attracted to, someone I know and have met before, and I have always been thinking about her after that, she called out my name, and I went to her voice, and just found myself standing next to her! The next thing I know, I was in her body. She said it was God's permission to allow us to be together. Today, we are greatly in love, living together, just me and her, and I have no regrets over what has happened.
Many times I tried to contact my brother and sister through MSN chat with my girlfriend as my go-between, but they won't believe that it's me, because I cannot reveal anything about me in my past to prove that I'm Keng Yiam. This is because I was told by someone that I will be given a new and different body in the future, and the fact that I'm still alive now has to be kept a secret. But I wish I could talk to some people, especially my family members. But I cannot talk directly. But my family and friends wanted proof that I'm really Yiam. Since my past cannot be revealed, naturally noone believes me. But it's OK because I still have her by my side. May, I love u so much. U take care of me, and I really love u a lot. I must say I'm very much indebted towards you for loving me. We can get along very well. She is intelligent, and sweet. I've never love any girl like that before. I know May also feel the same towards me. We just cannot separate from each other for long. It's already more than 8 months, and we're still very much in love with one another.
Sometimes, I wonder just how many people out there are still thinking about me? My family members of course, but my friends are busy with their own lives. They hardly have time to think about me. Some still remember me in their friendster blogs. I'm grateful to them for that, but others have apparently forgotten all about me already. I feel sad sometimes, but it's not their fault really. I cannot tell them that I'm still around, so how? I'm destined to be alone with May only but I know this is for my future. So I've to bear with this, not bad. I know usually people die and are separated from everyone they love, but I still can live but only without a body. Noone can see me but I can see them. I'm set free from live's struggle for everyone is under stress really. I don't have to anymore, so why not enjoy life now! My only wish is to go to Heaven one day with May. I know God has privileged me greatly, maybe because I love everyone when I was alive! God, I thank You for being so kind to me, in Jesus's name I pray.